I hang onto the past cuz it still gives me hope
I start from the beginning as I speak to my ghost
You tell me that you with me
But you leave me on cold
And now you saying that you miss me like it never gets old
I hang onto the past cuz it still gives me hope
I've been speaking to the ghost inside my room
Yeah I guess that I'm a mess
Yeah I guess that I'm a mess, yeah
Yeah, I guess that I'm a mess
I know I struggle to admit it
Lost within my psyche
My vision has got me twisted
I feel like I'm so omissive
All I wanna do is die
But I survived, I know this youngin got a purpose to his life
Tryna kick away the people that swallowed me in my doubt
Made me feel like I was worthless, trapped my mind up in the clouds
Dreaming of a yesterday-oh
Where I could be myself
Where I could feel like I was somewhere, where no one could bring me down
So f*ck you chapped ass cunts
Contradictory bitches
Always playing with my head
Before they leave me in pieces
I feel so strangled by a world that never bothered to listen
But says they love you when you're gone
When you're expired or missing
If my existence is important, I get
But what's the point when everything you loved in life
Has always left you in stitches
I fill my mouth with all the lies that I am constantly fed
And leave me hanging onto nothing till the day that I'm dead
You say I'm paranoid
Oh yeah, I'm too sedated
I'm way to f*cked up to care about the shit you saying
But you've been hitting up my phone
And it's been running through my patience
Fill the room with all your lies
Lock the door, I cant escape it
Imma hang onto the past cuz it still gives me hope
Imma start from the beginning as I speak to my ghost
If you're not with me, you're against me
Stop evading the question
Right now it's $punk against the world
And you cant stop me from winning
Hang on yeah, I swear we're gonna get there
I've been speaking with the ghost inside my room
Hang on yeah, I know we're gonna get there
Don't know when, but I've been praying that I find out soon
I hang onto the past cuz it still gives me hope
I start from the beginning as I speak to my ghost
I hang onto the past cuz it still gives me hope
Yeah yeah