Pur Pale - Fragile Within Decay Lyrics

Sitting crosslegged in the center of an unfurnished room
Focusing on these shadows which dance upon the walls
Screaming faces of past personal aggravations
Bombarding me from every direction
Sculpting the sound of a swarm of buzzing flies
Into the past conflicts of verbal diarrhea
Into the pasts conflicts of a childhood trauma
Into the conflict of a life I once only knew
I have hung my head in shame
To the junk I felt running through my veins
I have made a passionate kiss
A kiss which cured a temporary fix
I have found this knife in hand
Shedding skin of an insecure man
I have sewn up all the wounds
Just to find them opening much too soon
I have seen a grown man cry
Fell to his knees to ask himself why
I have broken lovers hearts
Just for the sake of broken hearts
I have hung my head in shame
To the junk running through my veins
I have made a passionate kiss
A kiss which cured a temporary fix
I have found this knife in hand
Shedding skin of an insecure man
I have sewn up all the wounds
Just to find them opening much too soon
I have seen a grown man cry
Fell to his knees to ask himself why
I have broken lovers hearts
Just for the sake of broken hearts
I thought I was a passionate man
But it was just another lonely heart I thought I could mend
I have sworn to never die
But nature hasn't seemed to ever lie
I have sworn to never cry
But sometimes you need to just ask yourself why