Craving silence
Listen to the cars drive by
Take it in 'cause it might be the last time
Nothing to do, feeling lifeless in this room
Getting colder and colder, there's nothing that I can do
Except breathe
You gotta see where I am coming from
You gotta know, you gotta know that I did not just run
I made a bet with the devil and now he has come
I'm giving up on myself
Don't try to find me
I know it's all in my head, but please just leave me be
It's been a while, I'm long past denial
I'll take my chances and we will just have to see
What is left
What is left to think
I've been lost, I've been lost and out of reach
But now I need some direction you see
I can't move on if I do not believe if there's a future that's waiting for me
So we'll just have to see, if there's a future that's waiting for me
I don't suppose you'll know until your head explodes
The air is getting thinner
Taking my heart and soul, depression takes its toll
I've never felt so low
I can't breathe in space
Reality drowns me
Caught up in this whirlwind,
I'm finding out that there is no escaping this
Take me to a different place
I'll exist
This atmosphere is too heavy for me