Pyeatt - Sometimes Lyrics

Sometimes you really hurt me
Sometimes I feel unworthy
I can't stay in this place
Welcome to a new age
I might disappear
Forever
How to Disappear
Forever

Fell off the map
And yeah baby, I'm comin' back
Wrote about another girl, and she don't give a damn
Back to that, I know I was bad
I was angry, always anxious, coulda had a heart attack
Choppin' beats, up in the sunken place
Losin' sleep, I had a sunken face
Off my meds, heart always a race
But I cannot erase
The things that I must change
Green and Pink dye
I apologize for all the lies and damage that I brought to you
Just let me talk to you
I was lustin' uncontrollably
But then you got to knowin' me
And I cherish what we had
And I know I made you mad
And I know I did you wrong
Sometimes I really wonder
What if I was stronger
And not called all the names
And took all of the blame
When it mattered
Would it have mattered?

Sometimes I really wonder,
Would you say that to my face?
Sometimes I really wonder,
Do you stay with what you claim?
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes

Refrainin' from callin'
As not to argue and bother
I'd never drop you
I just coddle and still want you
My skeletons still haunt you
But we both boasted about ghostin'
So let's have this toast
And think back to the good times
But times rearrange and estrange
I know your pain
And I'm the one to blame, Yeah
Would we be the same
Without all our mistakes?
Changes that we make
Aren't the same as the pictures that we paint (As the pictures that we paint)