I just popped sum before making this song
I sat and reflected on all of the good and bad I've done
The hearts i didn't mean to break
The lies I didn't mean to say
If I could I'd take it back
But there's no use in turning back
Please don't have no side effects
I'm not use to this
My upbringing was ruff, but we got thru the shit
My momma was at work, tryna make way
We was out, roaming in the streets, enjoying everything we stole that day
Life didn't make sense, so many questions
Nobody ever use they fist, they first resort is weapons
I'm just tryna stay safe, in this dangerous place
I'm tired of waking up seeing who died today
Rip my dude (Leroy) rip my friend (McGuire)
Rip my nigga (Luie) and to my fallen kin
Earlier this week. Man down, up the street from me
Imagine if I left a little late, that coulda been me
I just popped sum before making this song
I sat and reflected on the good and bad I've done
Your trust i didn't mean to break
The pain I felt when acting fake
If I could I'd take it back
But there's no use in turning back
Some days I wish I could drop from a heart attack
But then I think damn there's no fun in that
Feels like I'm just running out of space
Got no time to waste
But waste it all, cause I'm running in place
Feel like my life is a waste
Then I look up to sky and then I why i was made
Then I get down on my knees and then I my grace