R. Davis - Clouds Lyrics

I'm blinded by haze
Forgotten hope of sun rays
Lost touch with the light
Now I spend my days in the shade
Now I'm looking for my true self
When I look in the mirror it's still not me
Open my eyes and I still can't see
Cut myself loose and I'm still not free
Look in the mind of the lonely artist who let his soul fade away
I used to see in full color but I let everything fade to grey
I talk about dreaming of flying high but spend my life on the ground
My greatest fear is feeling pain so I hide behind my clouds

That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
I pray to God that I don't ever come down
I don't wanna live life on the ground
That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
I pray to God that I don't ever come down
I don't wanna live life on the ground
That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
My head above the clouds

I think I'm losing my mind
Writing these lines
Once upon a time
I had a clear head and a clear vision
But now I'm starting to go blind
I started wrecking my mental health
Never thought that I needed help
I was so focused on being real
When really I was starting to lose myself
Now I'm drowning in my thoughts
Tryna breathe at all costs
I was tryna move I the right direction
When deep down I'm lost
Left a narcissist and a pessimist
Stripped me of my innocence
Trying hard to find that kid again
But the child was grown and the dream was gone
Now I'm sitting under the dark sky
With the earbud's tryna numb the pain
Brought back to my dark life
When I'm interrupted by a drop of rain
Cloudy shies, cloudy skies, cloudy skies
Got me writing blurry lines
Cloudy skies, cloudy skies, is that a ray of light?
No, close the blinds

That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
I pray to God that I don't ever come down
I don't wanna live life on the ground
That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
My head above the clouds

I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today
I haven't seen daylight today I haven't seen daylight today

That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
I pray to God that I don't ever come down
I don't wanna live life on the ground
That's why I'm tryna keep my head above the clouds
My head above the clouds