R I T U A L - Better By Now Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I close my eyes and count to ten
I've made mistakes I know I'll make again
I write messages I'll never send
I'm not okay but if you want it I'll pretend
It's all good, I'm not scared and I'll hold on

[Chorus]
But you said, I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now

[Verse 2]
And at 4 AM my batch is low
I still miss you checking that I've gone
Leave the lights on when I sleep alone
And I know we're shit but I just can't let go
It's no good, I'm still scared, wish I was strong

[Chorus]
But you said, I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now


[Bridge]
I miss you, I miss me
Me hours before, the me before the storm
It sucks if I miss you, that I miss me
Me hours before, the me before the storm
Yeah, I miss you and I miss me
Me hours before, the me before the storm
Yeah, I miss you, I miss me
Me hours before

[Chorus]
And you said, I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now
And you said I'd be better by now
All my friends, said I'd be better by now
But who cares? 'Cause I'm not better by now, no
I'm not better by now