Rades - Began to Rain Lyrics

Yeah, uh, this like my third set
My third therapy session inside my conscience
Slowly I realized that I was addicted to nonsense
In the process, I realized I'm more bigger than what I processed
That's when I knew my whole mindset, it had to change
Cause one day these seeds are gonna need some rain
That's what the tears for
That's what these long nights in the studio That's what these years for to
Go farther than what you was programmed to
I'm programmed to be a helping hand to guide you through
Cause I used to wear my heart on my sleeve Just to appease the people I don't even need
Took a couple months to understand they had to leave
I slowly blamed myself for chasing dreams Then it began to rain on me
Then it began to rain on me
Then it began to rain on
Stop it, off your pain they'll try to profit
Yeah, but if you hold it in, it'll turn your brain into a mosh pit
Cause my turn, when I had my heart up on my sleeve
Instead of finding peace, I was steady focused on cheese
Then I realized that the peace the only thing I need
The way my mind worked, I had to reset, I had to revert
To an old me, a better me, at least that's what I thought
But these tears in my eyes don't deny that
Cause one day these seeds are gonna need some rain
That's what the tears for
That's what these long nights in the studio That's what these years for to
Go farther than what you was programmed to
I'm programmed to be a helping hand to guide you through
Cause I used to wear my heart on my sleeve Just to appease the people I don't even need
Took a couple months to understand they had to leave
I slowly blamed myself for chasing dreams Then it began to rain on me
Then it began to rain on me
Then it began to rain on