Rades - Wanted To Be Famous Lyrics

Yeah, tryna find where I truly belong
Calling too many temporary destinations my home
Maybe I was forever cursed to set and roam
Yeah, or maybe I was blessed to put it all inside these songs
But if I'm
I'm being honest, I think it's a curse
Feeling different from everyone else on earth
I don't deserve a lot, but a lot is what I'm worth
Yeah, a lot is what I'm worth
And I really can't admit that I was changing
Cause I wanted everything to remain the same
And I really, really wanted to be famous
But I realized that fame won't change the pain
And I really, really wanted to let go
Of everyone that I used to know, know, know
But I really, really wanted to be famous
And I realized that fame won't change a thing
So many questions that I still need to ask
Scared to go to therapy, so I put it all in the raps
Holding too many emotions inside my heart, it might collapse
There's just so much pain, give it a day and I'll explain
Sit down, kick up your feet, go ahead get comfortable
It's the first and last time that I'm gonna be vulnerable
And I thought that I was fast, running away from my past
Even though that don't last
And I know that I'm slowly changing for you
And that's the bad part
Cause I already know how this ends for me
Yeah, first I'm a mess and then I get pressed
And then I start filling up all the voids that you left
And my crazy heart is ripping in my chest
There's just some things time won't change
And I really can't admit that I was changing
Cause I wanted everything to remain the same
And I really, really wanted to be famous
But I realized that fame won't change the pain
And I really, really wanted to let go
Of everyone that I used to know, know, know
But I really, really wanted to be famous
And I realized that fame won't change a thing