This was always me
Even if you couldn't see
I've always been a disaster
When I look at you
I see those disappointed eyes
Man, you know how hard I try
Maybe you've always had your shit together
What does that mean now
You think I owe you all the world
You say that everything I am is my intention
What can I say now
There's nothing more to say
You have already made your judgments of me
The mirror that I see in you
Is the mirror that you see in me
And we are both dancing with the devil
Risking everything
Trying to stay above the waterline so both of us don't sink into the ocean
Sink into the deep blue sea
I am looking into your eyes looking into me
Trying to save my soul for one last night
I need to know exactly what you're seeing
You can call me out
And say I didn't live up to the name
You say I'm causing you this shame
That sounds just about right now
What would I do without you
To grace me with your truth
How else would I know that there's hell below me
I'm already burning
My heart is blackened by your love
What can I say now
There's nothing more to say
You have already made your judgments of me
The mirror that I see in you
Is the mirror that you see in me
And we are both dancing with the devil
Risking everything
Trying to stay above the waterline so both of us don't sink into the ocean
Sink into the deep blue sea
I am looking into your eyes looking into me
Trying to save my soul for one last night
I need to know exactly what you're seeing
I'm already burning my heart is yearning for you now