New Beginnings Video (MV)

I keep running into problems
That's bigger than Paul's bunion
Shoe's talking back
Soul worn out
Need to call someone
Hello operator can I talk to man above?
Think he got a voice-changer
Darth vader in my buds
Crying doves
Stomping out these stool pigeons
Fake friends cancerous
Why I wear a blue ribbon
True fiction
If I told you that I'm hungry for validation
I'm not elated
Gave my all to exes
They turned it back on me, calculated
Stopped believing in love
Giving my best
Found my ex doing porn on Tumblr
Beat my chest
Resuscitate
After keyword search
Don't see my worth
She made mistake
Still feel it
Prolly key my hearst
Dark cloud hanging over head, Lakitu
Baiting me to switch to my demon's team
I'm not evil
But knowing I can't rest in peace
I ain't perfect
Can't blame God that Hell just stay recruiting
Cuz Hades working in HR

New year, new me but my old ways coming
Got me dragging my heels and got my whole stroll funny
Need a wagon and wheels to get this old soul running
From a home gone crumbling growing stone cold stunny
New year, new me but my old ways coming
Got me dragging my heels and got my whole stroll funny
Need a wagon and wheels to get this old soul running
From a home gone crumbling growing stone cold stunny
But to be quite honest I ought to stay
And to be quite honest I ought to go
And to be quite honest I've lost my way
And to be quite honest I ought to know better than this
In my life I know pressure don't miss
Take my strides alone
There is no sense in wasting time on lows
Aiming high for goals
Make my rights to wrongs

I know my mental health don't make me weak
But it's hard confessing my depression don't break
Release at times when I need the focus
Yeah, a clean slate
To project all of my thoughts
Like I'm channeling Jean Grey
Green Day
American idiots in democracy
But I ain't got no privilege to move on up like I'm climbing trees
Boxing botany
I hit the Adam's apple off the tree of wisdom
Try to guilt me into changing but I never listen
Listen, me and being broke
You know we stick together
Only one that's in my friend group without my s*** together
Get together with my savings like I wanna retire
But spending payments from my labor on a cart of designer
Coping how I know best when homies getting Fulbrights
Hustle hard with no rest
Life ain't got no full-ride
Good life if I get less no's and follow mine
Good guide
I won't settle for the dreams that money could buy

New year, new me but my old ways coming
Got me dragging my heels and got my whole stroll funny
Need a wagon and wheels to get this old soul running
From a home gone crumbling growing stone cold stunny
New year, new me but my old ways coming
Got me dragging my heels and got my whole stroll funny
Need a wagon and wheels to get this old soul running
From a home gone crumbling growing stone cold stunny
But to be quite honest I ought to stay
And to be quite honest I ought to go
And to be quite honest I've lost my way
And to be quite honest I ought to know better than this
In my life I know pressure don't miss
Take my strides alone
There is no sense in wasting time on lows
Aiming high for goals
Make my rights to wrongs
Yeah yeah yeah