Rashaun Will - Proud Of Me Lyrics

I cried so many nights all alone just me
I prayed for better days somehow i lost me
Had to find my way back i did that this is me
I hope that you proud of me
Proud of me i hope that you proud of me

I wish i could change things just to see they face again
Hit the court
And go 1 on 1 with escalade again
Big momma went first
I ain't been the same since
Best friend died i cried
It don't make sense
I Asked God why we was just kids
Chino left us he ain't even get a chance to live
I stare at the burn on my hand hoping you talk to me
Wishing you can smile again and take a walk with me
Bestie left me
We was pose to grow together
I made it out to tokyo
We was pose to go together
Can't believe you not here the wins feel bittersweet
Man i can barely sleep sometimes barely eat
Loyal all they can say when they bury me
I still got shit to do
So please don't hurry me
There was a time we rolled 30 deep
Now there's nobody round it's just me

I cried so many nights all alone just me
I prayed for better days somehow i lost me
Had to find my way back i did that this is me
I hope that you proud of me
Proud of me i hope that you proud of me

Somewhere i got lost couldn't find myself
I started to care less
And forgot about my health
A sharp pain inside of my chest
I walk around with it
Everyday im faced with a challenge
I walk around in it
Ain't no love in these streets but i'm ten toes down in it
All that fake shit
Don't even try to come around with it
The reason i'm here God not done with me
You ain't gotta worry about a thing if u hung with me
Death before disloyalty
I guess im the chosen one
I'm golden eye 007 with a golden gun
All this pressure
Just showed me life will test ya
The harder it get
You gotta turn up the pressure
Too smart for this shit
You can't play a coach man
You talking bout God
They call me the spokesman
I never thought i would get this far
But my sister always told me i will be a star

I cried so many nights all alone just me
I prayed for better days somehow i lost me
Had to find my way back i did that this is me
I hope that you proud of me
Proud of me i hope that you proud of me