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Self hate and pity sears it's way into my heart of hearts
I'm feeling cold and lonely out here on my own again
I call my friends they say I really need to help myself
I'll thank them later when I'm feeling better thinking straight
Frustration pricks it's way into my skin like rose thorns
Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can't leave here
So many people wish that they could f***ing be me
Eternally I'm walking in this field of roses damned
Help me
Save me
Take me away from my garden of roses
Help me
Save me
You don't see I hate my garden of roses
You're just a parasite feeding off my heart of hearts
You're just a parasite feeding off my soul again
I can't believe my soul
I can't believe my soul
I can't believe my soul
I can't believe my soul
Help me
Save me
Take me away from my garden of roses
Help me
Save me
You don't see I hate my garden of roses
I look around, try and find the easy way out
These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout
I look around, try and find the easy way out
These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout
No
Don't wanna be the one to tell you the truth
The way I feel I couldn't give a s*** about your problems
F*** your feelings it's the only way I see to proceed
This pain you're giving me, killing me slowly
Frustration pricks it's way into my skin like rose thorns
Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can't leave here
So many people wish that they could f***ing be me
Eternally I'm walking in this field of roses damned
Help me
Save me
Take me away from my garden of roses
Help me
Save me
You don't see I hate my life
Hate life
Hate life
Hate life
Hate
Life