Ratthew - Demons Lyrics

I don't even want to know
Where all these demons go
We let em out at night
They sure don't do what's right
I don't think they care
Do they stop and stare
Before they maul you like a bear
The world is theirs and they don't share
I must prepare
I want to protect you from all them
Keep you safe warm and hide you like a gem
But i know you got demons just like them
And so i go alone
Fighting these streets
All the people i meet
Wont answer my phone
Cause i cant admit whats wrong
Im fighting my battles
Yo But what happens when the jockey falls off the saddle
Will i tumble and fall
Does anyone care at all
Does anyone care at all

I hear people calling for more
Someone pick me up off the floor
What are they calling for
I can't hide my demons anymore

God listen im mess i admit it
Decided to quit it
But im sad and freaking out about it
All my demons they just fly out

They break through my door and destroy my house
Traps every step and i am the mouse
Haven't seen the light of day in over a week
I open my mouth but am afraid to speak
Try to walk but it appears I'm too weak
This is bad, i think i reached my peak

I've been so disconnected
need to change my perspective
At the choices I've elected
And how they have affected
Me
Cause i know I'm a man
I know i can do anything
I know i can
Are you afraid? Well Sam I am
I don't think they care about me
Writing all these poems
And the rhythms I show em
RnB Rhythm and poetry

But nothing makes me special right
Or else I Would have already popped off right
Well sometimes you gotta wait
Look at jared goff
Went from draft day bust
To super bowl bus
Yeah it didn't end well for him
But he didn't let the doubters in
So If i try to keep happy thoughts
Maybe i can shine like him
But its not

I hear people calling for more
Someone pick me up off the floor
What are they calling for
I can't hide my demons anymore

I just want to sleep
But everyone thinks I am weak
I dont care anymore
Their approval on the other side of the wall
I can look at what i need
Writing songs till i make my fingers bleed
Its how my demons made amends
They want us to be better friends
So they hide inside me
They'll break free eventually
But for now they show up on a few songs
Only when my life seems to go wrong
It's too late for me I was born a child of hell
I know i can see it, maybe you as well