Medicaid Video (MV)

I been drinking all day
Not an alcoholic, This is how I medicate
Hey, You can see it in my face
This the only other option when I'm making my escape
And I say

One shot for every broken heart
My brain is faulty, I been dreaming with a broken start
Life's a beauty, I'm the muse it haunts
You see my pain in every shade, It's a work of art
I'm a workaholic, Until I'm locked in a coffin
Sick of working these jobs, I wasn't made for no college
But that ain't the move, I gotta audit my wallet
I get anxiety inside of me from thinking about it
But listen though, I'm sipping through it for the mission though
This dark liquor lookin extra light inside a dark room and it'll cushion blows
Yeah I been opposed, Of falling victim to the way I cope
I'm pussy deep in my confessionals, I'm impressive though
That depressing flow, Trigger episodes, And I know

I been drinking all day
Not an alcoholic, This is how I medicate
Hey, You can see it in my face
This the only other option when I'm making my escape

And I say aw no, Ain't what I want, No
Before my self-destruction, I gotta blow but
Before I go
I'mma medicate, Let me medicate
I just medicate, Pour the medicaid

One shot for every disappointment
I made investments in this music shit, I can't afford it
But that's a stock choice, We gone risk it all boys
Big Moon Energy, Cause we among the stars boys
So why I harbor all these feelings of doubt
Inside the bottle I drown
Liquid courage give a boost, And I'm out
Doctor Doctor, What did you prescribe me
What is this addiction dripping through the IV
Why is this affliction poison no Ivy
When did I become this slave, This isn't like me
I feel it seeping in
Face is getting warmer, Blood is getting thin
Coke and rum, I'm on some pirate shit
How could I doubt you little medicine
Can we pour some up? That's good

I been drinking all day
Not an alcoholic, This is how I medicate
Hey, You can see it in my face
This the only other option when I'm making my escape

And I say aw no, Ain't what I want, No
Before my self-destruction, I gotta blow but
Before I go
I'mma medicate, Let me medicate
I just medicate, Pour the medicaid