Raynk - Juxst a Position Lyrics

Just a position of what?
I say, this is just a position of juxtaposition
Cause I wanna stay, but I wanna (Get away)
I say, this is just a position of juxtaposition
Cause I wanna stay, but I wanna (Get away)
Ya I wanna get away, wanna
But I still wanna stay wanna
Said I wanna get away, wanna
But I still wanna stay wanna
At 20 years old threw my heart in the trash
Ain't been getting no loving
So how I'm spose to give that?
When life white, black, black, white
Light, dark, dark, light
How I'm not spose to spaz?
How I'm not spose to freak?
Momentum what I need
But can't seem to find the key
To consistency
Mental, scary
Couldn't define free with a dictionary
Diction may vary when dissing out
The central theme, a caged me
The Canary
Essential need to spread wings
Ascend any adversary
Adversity done nurtured me
The hurt formed Hercules
Met Horus well in the nursery
So please G, you got advice for me?
Well I advise you to refrain
From exchanging words with me
I'm the worse to leave
Best to stay
And help the squad change
But wait weighs way too much
Shit, I might be f*cked!
I say, this is just a position of juxtaposition
Cause I wanna stay, but I wanna (Get away)
I say, this is just a position of juxtaposition
Cause I wanna stay, but I wanna (Get away)
Ya I wanna get away, wanna
But I still wanna stay wanna
Said I wanna get away, wanna
But I still wanna stay wanna