I'll love for a while
I seem to change my mind
Because I feel pain inside
I grind to numb the time
I seem to spread myself thin
My friends, they do not write
My dreams, my goals, my happiness
I'll give it all a try
Nightmares keep me up at night
I'm dealing with ghost frights
Sorrow kept me whole for a while
I'm reading dark thoughts I have inside my mind
My heart preaches love all the time
The pain I feel inside is more human
Than last goodbyes
I'll see you tonight
The wolf that could not write
Will preach the gospel
I can not believe without my father's blessing in time
She was a saint to me
I'll save it for the choir
At times I doubt my life
The mind blurs at times
I sing my breath away
I'm sad she could not stay
When life speaks to me
Blind, now I see
My feelings lead the way
My heart will not fade
To write to rebel
How punk can I be