Reality - Dismiss Me Lyrics

Should I change Who I am for you
Should I put on a mask for you
Should I act different to make you happy
I ain't gonna change who I am to please you
They wanna chain me up to change me
But this how God made me
If you don't like it then Dismiss Me
You can dismiss me yeah
You can try to dismiss me
But look I'm already use to
People keeping their distance yeah

Go ahead you can treat me like a sickness
It won't matter wont make a difference
But the truth is all you really want is
Everyone to look at you so highly but
The real you is hidden
So why you hidden?
You can't hide forever there's always someone
Watching why you keeping
Your score like life's a game Oh no

Then you try to make your own rules
And when you fall apart
And blame everyone else
For your mistakes because
This time you fell hard yeah

See I know i can act my age
But it dont work that way
My condition is more than a sickness
It's a gift from and
I don't care if you don't get it
You don't have to get it
You don't need to understand
When i was in my mom's womb
God made me with his hands
And for all my days he wrote out a plan yeah

He wrote a plan
But ain't no mistakes in his hands
Still they wish that
God will fix up my brain

Should I change Who I am for you
Should I put on a mask for you
Should I act different to make you happy
I ain't gonna change who I am to please you
They wanna chain me up to change me
But this how God made me
If you don't like it then Dismiss Me
You can dismiss me yeah
You can try to dismiss me
But look I'm already use to
People keeping their distance

I was stuck in my room
Didn't want to go to school
I wanted to be cool
So I put a face on trying
To hide the real me
Then I started to live insecurely
So I dropped out but nobody
Saw everything I dealt with now

It was that point in my life
Where I tapped out yea I tapped out
I tried everything but nothing
Ain't work I knew that evil
Just invaded my turf I tried to
Escape it but I couldn't
I knew the answer cause
I heard his name in the church
Then I was concerned

Where my life was headed
So I turned away from my sin
Was it worth it yea it was worth it
Cause I realized nothing was working
Can you see it now? cause I'm hoping
That you got rid of of your evil clouds
Do you still taste it in your mouth
Don't make me come in your mind
Ripping your senses out (Woo)
Wanna know what bothers me the most
These people out here who gets
Put down and they telling everybody
That those words ain't hurt
But deep down it really did

It really did don't ever let
Nobody try to change you
But ask the lord cause he's
The one who made you
Don't think about who
Will try to replace you
This entire world just might
Hate you yea well
Let em even hate the truth is
If your lead by the lord
He'll never forsake you yeah

Should I change Who I am for you
Should I put on a mask for you
Should I act different to make you happy
I ain't gonna change who I am to please you
They wanna chain me up to change me
But this how God made me
If you don't like it then Dismiss Me
You can dismiss me yeah
You can try to dismiss me
But look I'm already use to
People keeping their distance