Reality - Exhale (feat.Breana Marin) Lyrics

I been trying to run from my problems
To keep another one from adding on
I feel so numb i'm so far gone
Cause the collateral damage is done

Just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale

Will everybody leave me?
Cuz A Lot of my friends they were able to deceive me
I think most of the time they don't really need me
Can anybody see me?
You said you understand what i'm saying oh really?

I'm sick of eating every single lie that you feed me
Am i really breathing?
I really don't know
They act like they care but dont notice if i'm going ghost
Who would've ever known
My Problems has a mind of its own

Yeah mine do
Who hates it when i smile? I do
Cuz it makes me feel like i'm getting tied to
A mirror with a man that was lied to

You hate it when i'm looking serious?
Keep your mouth shut, i don't care about opinions
I'm already messed up, you dont wanna see this
Side of my life, even i don't go near it

I been trying to run from my problems
To keep another one from adding on
I feel so numb i'm so far gone
Cause the collateral damage is done

Just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale

Its crazy how nobody cares what you go through
Even if it's your life you wanna lose
I'm Talking about everyone you really thought you were close to
I was there for you
Made a wrong move when i gave all my trust to you
But it's whatever i ain't got love for you
They say they care but dont care when they hurting you
And when you let em down, they will desert you

Don't take correction if they hate receiving it
Don't talk about love if you aren't giving it
Don't say you love God if you aren't seeking Him
I have my problems at least i'm admitting it
Ain't got no time to act like i'm fitting in
I rather be Trapped in the place i'm livin in
I do not understand why you are not getting it

I been trying to run from my problems
To keep another one from adding on
I feel so numb i'm so far gone
Cause the collateral damage is done

Just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale

Taken down by my issues?
I might be problem cuz, i don't deal with my issues
I push em away, well maybe that's the reason why they haunt me!
I'm no longer breathing
This anger is burning me, then its deceiving me!
Then i believe everything that they telling me but i know they lied saying they really that they care about me

I heard his way is better than all
Maybe i should try and give Him a call
In my thoughts i was lost
Searching for answers until i was told he was placed on a cross
Will i breath in at all
After seeing what my heart really saw
And By the end of this song
Will i get to the point of my problems at all?

I been trying to run from my problems
To keep another one from adding on
I feel so numb i'm so far gone
Cause the collateral damage is done

Just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale
I just need to exhale