Reality - Have You Ever Lyrics

Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends
And your family, no longer kin, naw
Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends
And your family, no longer kin
I swear it's crazy how I feel
Shit dont even seem real
And I'm still on it since you met me and really focused on mills
That's for my kids to eat
Still aint been complete
I get and grind
I aint skipped a beat
Say I been discrete
But it takes time
Put my all in
Really aint too much to give
Doctor told Nanny in September, she got 6 months to live
I Swear that shit done hurt my soul
Its like my heart already cold
And I wish that I aint know
Its really better left untold
She in good spirits,yea thats a blessing
Although I act okay,but deep within, im really stressing
In the mix, some built up tension
A couple things that I'll soon mention
I got deep thoughts I hold in
I swear to God that I won't question
Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends
And your family, no longer kin, naw
Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends
And your family, no longer kin
At night cant even sleep, I be tired but im awoke
Still money missions plus the visions, for me to stay afloat
Remember times look like I had it, in reality was broke
Feeling heartache, cuz I lost someone that I feel loved me the most
Only connection, is the kids
Wish it wasn't but it is
Some of that, and some of this
Missing out on things I miss
Say good things come to those, well im waiting patiently
I dont ask for shit from no one, but I'll just tell them pray for me
A couple people talking down, but aint needing their opinion
Sorta hating on my position, but really I aint listen
"I see you shining nigga, I could smell a mother f*cker with money, even Ray Charles could see you got money"
Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends
And your family, no longer kin, naw
Have you ever hurt so bad like, deep down within
Like you carrying the world and got what it takes to win
Like you, use to shine bright, now your light starting to dim
Enemies, they came from friends (Phone Rings)
And your family, no longer kin (Phone Rings)
(Last phone call with Nanny)
(Have you ever)
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