Reality - Kimmies Interlude Lyrics

Lately I been, more in my feelings than my bag
Stressing bout some shit that I really wish I had
Some shit I wish that lasts
With hope to put it in the past
Feel like this shit done took a crash
But still still try to do the math
Cant cry, so I'm quick to laugh
Aint too much, talking to my dad
Even though that's what we have
These feelings that I'm living
Too real, but there ain't no more pretending
Guess I'm Getting what I'm giving
That's why I feel, What I'm feeling
Maybe I been trippin
Cuz really I been distant
No longer reminiscing
Running from my heart With different women
I tried to make amends
But it's tricky, on your end
Cuz I can't ever win
Never did depend
On some time we'd never spend
Spoke you my heart , won't recommend
Cuz you'll act the same again
Times I thought that I would win
But I stay losing
Never checked in, to ever see how I was doing
My heart forever bruising
And as your son I wasn't one who you was choosing
Now we're loose ends
Now we're loose ends
I can't make you love me