How many times I gotta hit record
Just to get ignored
Pretty confident I'm insecure
Hit the door
Get in this car I know I can't afford
Hit the liquor store cause I was gettin bored
Sometimes I wonder what this shit is for
Drowning in a bottle
Everyday it's getting harder just to swim ashore
I put it all on the line like a fishing lure
The heart hurts with in its core
When it isn't sure
The winning score just isn't yours
It's a civil war
Me my self versus I
Shit its either or
Light as feather stiff as board
While the eagle soar
When I was hella poor
Swear I wasn't wishing more
A couple inches short
I was bout to hit the court
It's long fall down
Bound to hit the floor
Closest thing to a break through
No where to escape to
Only thing to do now
Is just perform
Yall gonna either watch me grow
Or watch me get destroyed
Stress can make a big man
Out of a little boy
That little boy never dies he just lives in void
While the big man stands on a bigger choice
Should he let go of everything
Or grip harder
Should he turn back or go a bit farther
Risk it all for a chance at redemption
And if he dies lay him in a grave of resentment
The weight of waiting
For something that might
Never even show
The gravity of
All of me I
Give to you
With plans to let me go
How many times I gotta let it go
May I never know
Before I get to keep what's mine
How may times
I gotta Put it in the sand
Before they understand
Not to breach the line
They tell me calm down
I'm breathing fine
Keep in mind
There's a reason why I stay beneath the tide
Hide away for you
If you knew the truth
You'd go back to believe the lie
It's not as pretty as the strawberry sky
For the colorblind
I enjoy the gray
Its perfectly fine
No need to redefine
Still see design
I can read it like I wrote it
Know enough to keep alive
Been on the deepest dive
Seeking what I need to thrive
People try but people are weak
And most don't even tr
It's fine hope is hard to keep
The beast can be giant
The ground breathes beneath my feet
It's speaking in silence
Yall gonna either watch me grow
Or watch me get destroyed
Stress can make a big man
Out of a little boy
That little boy never dies he just lives in void
While the big man stands on a bigger choice
Should he let go of everything
Or grip harder
Should he turn back or go a bit farther
Risk it all for a chance at redemption
And if he dies lay him in a grave of resentment
The weight of waiting
For something that might
Never even show
The gravity of
All of me I
Give to you
With plans to let me go