Refraktionz - FLOATING (feat. Chandler Owens) Lyrics

All I'm looking for is to feel right
Closed off all my doors, and I'm trynna get my views right
Why does it feel like my life's on the flip-side
Always on the outside looking in, I know
Everything's a charm everything's so perfect
But it's not all the time
Forget about this now
I can't watch my mouth
I can't deal with crowds
I opened up when the times right
Broke my defenses, went to my core down- right
Told my guilt and choked it down cause it's alright
Healing is slow and it won't be all bright
Opened up to them talking bout my life
Deep trauma that was bottled up inside
Tears fell down and it felt like a callback
No tears can describe what that felt like
What do I do when there's is no time
When your veil feels like it's your only disguise
I can't lie
Those feelings creeping up on me, all of the time
Those feelings that are all stored inside it's out of sight
Bring me back to life like Lazarus out the cave
Let me touch the sky like
A chariot of flames
I just want to finally feel alive
No I just wanna finally be revived
Let me float away, let me float (let me float away)
Let me float away, let me float
These summer nights they be going away
These feelings like this they blow in the wind
You grow old and tired then you realize
There's no escape
Everything's a charm everything's so perfect
But it's not all the time
Forget about this now
I can't watch my mouth
I can't deal with crowds