I said, it's gonna work out. A lot of things don't work out when you want it because it's not meant for you
It's not meant for you at the time, so don't worry about it
If you wanted to do something, be something, and they turn you down, just don't worry about it
It's good. You know, either they don't know how good you are, or it's something that's better out there for you
Is it bereavement or grievance? I feel uneven. My passions in life mama, you were my reason
And since you been gone, there's been no one believing. I'm knockin' back shots, tryna run from my demons
If you were here, you would hate how I'm drinking. I'm drinking, I'm drinking, I'm sinking
I'm sinking into a depression with no recollection of blessings and lessons, I'm tired of thinking
Ma, since you ain't around no more, I don't see your side of the fam no more
They don't call, they don't text, they don't like no post. Shit, Danny Phantom how I might go
Ghost ain't been to the M since the house got sold. Daddy, he moved out to state
Him and his daughter won't see eye to eye. Sorry, that's not a battle I'm willing to take
Big sis was done kinda foul, but the past is the past. If I could, I would have it erased
What I would give to have all of this squashed. Think of the memories yet to be made
Kin-folk just had a son, JT my brother and my first nephew. Other sis just had baby number two
I want them all to be just like you, but you ain't around and that's killing me still
Hope your memories stick till infinity. Shut my eyes and I see your divinity
Art of bereavement, but there ain't no remedy. Still