Remydmc - Black Attire Lyrics

Sick of illusions that ain't worth the problems
I'm living my life on a pedestal it took me time from the bottom
Look at my life and god damn I got older
Opportunities ran through my shoulders
Quicker than when I'm stealing the rover
They talking some shit and I smell the aroma
They lie to my face and as soon as they closer
But why do I feel like I'm stressing it so much
When I got niggas that are locked up
Paranoid if you walk up
Pray to god for the stock up
Get the money f*ck a vacay
All my niggas on the same page
Pussy haters wanna ride dick
Finally I gotta fan base
Now I see I got a small circle
Years ago I had a landscape
If we ain't cooking then we celebrate

Seeing trophies by the hallway
Dawg I wish I could've payed attention
All I ever did was feel neglected
All these lies got a nigga restless
Yea she had it and she wish she kept it
But that's another story I respected
I just wish we could've talked it out
But nowadays we only walk it out
There's people that hate cause they ain't me
One time for the bitches that played me
I think I'm in love with the danger
The strap is not ever on safety
Lil brother like a son now
Lil sister ain't so lil now
I be sleeping with no pillow now
The worlds a puzzle I ain't figured out
People be like, rap it like this, say it like that
They don't let go of my back
Now I got this, and I bought that, so they remain on my back
I don't lend this, I don't give that, now they talk all on my back
Been a while coming back
Putting a1 on the map

My brother left the city he ain't doing well
Baby momma here looking at it growing with this nigga
Life's a bitch and now you gotta have a daughter here
Laughed about it being jits
Now we gotta kill a nigga if he ever interferes
Within family yea she's growing rapidly
Shit is scary
Becoming my greatest inter fear

But yet it's still a blessing
Wonder when I get my own
Would I feel disconnected
Everyday I'm on the road
I know I haven't made it
I feel the game got my soul
So many sacrifices I don't even know if I should call it home

Black attire
Black attire
Black attire
Black attire
All I wore in school
Black sheep
Momma raising me different
I can't keep
Tryna be like you
I'm tryna be like me
Sitting on white clouds
See you on concrete
That shit is beyond me