Renê - 3am Lyrics

I've been on my grind
Got a lot up on my mind
People trying to break me and my mother f*cking shine
Busting, busting like a 9
Flow aging like it's wine
And my lyrics so sick see my rhymes
Like some swine, swine flu
Don't ever tell me what I can't do
Cause I can bend any flow like it's bamboo
And any obstacle in my way I stand through
See I refuse to loose, this my path I choose

See I am so different people don't see eye to eye
See I just wanna write these songs till I, till I die
But people want to tear my heart and leave me deprived
So I strive to be the greatest that's alive
Musics what I breath, this is all I need
Do you, do you
See it, see it
I can't leave it, write it when I'm bleeding, woah
Need to move slow
Your mind is out of control
So chill keep it real
Tell me really what's the deal
I see your hungry for that top spot like you ain't ate a meal
For real, real, so surreal, real
How you came along
Just from writing all these songs
Tell me how you push along
When your mind is so gone
Yeah, god dammit
I can, I can not manage
My mind is so, so damaged
I can, I can not stand it
I can not, not stand myself
Maybe I just need some help
Can't cope with the things I dealt
It's like I'm living in my own cell

I've been on my grind
Got a lot up on my mind
People trying to break me and my mother f*cking shine
Busting, busting like a 9
Flow aging like it's wine
And my lyrics so sick see my rhymes
Like some swine, swine flu
Don't ever tell me what I can't do
Cause I can bend any flow like it's bamboo
And any obstacle in my way I stand through
See I refuse to loose, this my path I choose

Now listen
I've been soul searching now I feel my spirits risen
I've been cutting so deep, deeper then incisions
All my life I've felt like something was always missing
So I follow my intuition
I'm giving back
To this generation
I'm motivating us all to keep on levitating
Without a hesitation I'm breaking through these situations we facing
F*ck this dream that I'm chasing
I'm more focused on this human race
Not working as a nation
You see this government is playing us
They mother f*cking slaving us
But I'm the one the break the system
I just need you all to listen close
I'm not playing no f*cking joke
I've been way to cut throat
Lately I've been going ghost
Living on the low
So nobody see's my next step
See I never do rest cause my mind is complex
You better believe it I mean it I'm not leaving till I face death
You see I'm writing and fight my own demons, that's just Gods test

I've been on my grind
Got a lot up on my mind
People trying to break me and my mother f*cking shine
Busting, busting like a 9
Flow aging like it's wine
And my lyrics so sick see my rhymes
Like some swine, swine flu
Don't ever tell me what I can't do
Cause I can bend any flow like it's bamboo
And any obstacle in my way I stand through
See I refuse to loose, this my path I choose
Yeah