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I listen to music on the way from home to school
But a part of me loves the silence I think it's cool
Cuz either way for a moment I'm in a pool
Of my thoughts and rhymes and for a second I can fool
Myself to thinking I'm a decent person
A part of me wants to believe it but I just ignore it
My expectations for this music life was high I adored it
Now it's too late to abort this
And what ever happened to the rap I used to love
Rappers spitting bars all of the above
Now these rappers only talk about drugs and shit that's dumb
The people they senses be numb
Young people like me always listen to your music
This music life is a path you best help me choose it
You give us all this shit advice and hope we use it
Find the drugs that you use, think it's cool then abuse it

I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
But I need to get something off my brain
The pain

You probably asking "why this song so negative the last two brought me up?"
And to the people who keep saying "shut the up"
But I ain't
Cuz that's not how I feel
I say for real
With rap, I can express myself
And make real dough
But we all know I will not show my face
I wear a mask
A mirror to reflect my past away from me
Cuz as much I wanna hold on
I gotta leave
Start clean with this first new record
From here I can only get better
Two years from now, lines give you chills better put on a sweater
Cuz right now I'm going light just like a feather

I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
I hate this song
And I hate what I'm saying
But I need to get something off my brain
The pain

I hate the fact that racism is always gonna be a thing
And I hate the fact that wealthiness is only about the chains
In rap, you either work together or pull out the blades
And I hate that popularity always depends on race
And I know I shouldn't talk about the shit that I do hate
And I know I shouldn't use this last verse as a chance to bait
But I wanted to use this chance to just step up and tell you
Life's too short to hate so live life for' it's too late
Don't hate