RIIVA - Heartbroken Bitch Lyrics

When was your first time
You wanted to kill somebody ?
Cause last night I googled how to get rid of a body
Is it true crime
If it happens in my head?
Am I gonna be alright?
Are they putting me in jail?
Feel alive when he's feeling dreadful
That's right, I made a pact with the devil
He in my brain like venom
So blue like I'm dipped in denim
Ruled by intrusive thoughts
I'm afraid of who I are
They say I'm too cold for love
But bad bitches still have hearts
Now I'm a heartbroken bitch
I'm a heartbroken bitch
And of all bitches
They're the worst of them all
Got tears on my lips
I'm that heartbroken bitch
And of these bitches
I'm the worst of them all
See me do a drive-by on a bike
Shoot three times and watch him die
Yeah I cry
But not because of him
Cause I hate the way I live in
Someone else's skin
Is it okay to justify
My mental sins with his crooked mind?
Or am I instead the bad guy?
Cause I turned into someone I despise
Ruled by intrusive thoughts
I'm afraid of who I are
They say I'm too cold for love
But bad bitches still have hearts
Now I'm a heartbroken bitch
I'm a heartbroken bitch
And of all bitches
They're the worst of them all
Got tears on my lips
I'm that heartbroken bitch
And of these bitches
I'm the worst of them all