Thought I could find some time for myself
To get away from all the pain I felt
These endless roads inside my mind I'd make
A cinema for my mind to create
Thought I could use my thoughts to make things right
I'd dream of living out my every fight
But in reality I feared confliction
I'd silently stay in my mental station
Thought I could change my life in my head
Use my dreams to shun off my dread
I found reality just hurts to much
An angel saved me so to her I'd clutch
Thought I could throw away who I was
Thought I needed change just because
They said my mind wandered too far off
I didn't know how I could make it stop
I loved you before you knew that I existed
You'd tell me in my head that you missed me
I tried to search for you without a word
Ever spoken, my vision was blurred
I saw you in my head the other day
You sang to me as I flew away
And through my journey you stuck with me
An angel saw who I was meant to be
I went around the world to find what I'd lost
But I never knew just what that'd cost
Freedom made me feel differently
I went outside my head and lived finally
It took living just to realize
I only felt safe inside my mind
My dreams were fabricated by my fears
I don't need my dreams to take me from here
And after miles traveled what I've found
That it is useless fearing the ground
What I was looking for I had with me
In a slide I found my bravery
I saw you on the street the other day
Now I finally had the words to say