Not Christmas Video (MV)

The snow is hesitant to fall
And no bells are ringing at all
Is Christmas even coming this year

And though they're singing deck the Halls
I still feel nothing at all
Because it still means that you're not here

If it means to be with the people that you love
Then it's not Christmas
And if it means to hear angels singing above
Then it's not Christmas
You held me in your arms then said I'm not enough
No it's not Christmas at all
No it's not Christmas

I hear the carols from afar
The sound of joy comes from their hearts
Why is it that I can't feel the same

Cause you took the song out of my soul
Ripped away my gifts and gave me coal
A cold heart like the weather's in your veins

Cause if it means to be with the people that you love
Then it's not Christmas
And if it means to hear angels singing above
Then it's not Christmas
You held me in your arms then said I'm not enough
No it's not Christmas at all
No it's not Christmas

And like a snowflake
Hope just seems to melt away before my eyes
It fell so far just to die
The sound of carols never drown the sound of my heart breaking
So if you see me in the corner with half a smile just know I'm faking it

If it means to be with the people that you love
Then it's not Christmas
And if it means to hear angels singing above
Then it's not Christmas
You held me in your arms then said I'm not enough
No it's not Christmas at all
No it's not Christmas at all
No it's not Christmas