Íris - I Know Better Now Lyrics

Fake what you want
But don't pretend it was easy
For you to go
You were everything to me
I guess I needed to believe
I was anything to you
I know better now
Been left on delivered for days
Starting to forget the curve of your face
Worst part is
If I saw you today
I don't think I'd have anything to say
To you our friendship was circumstantial
To me it was something more substantial
I don't know what hurts more
Your silence or the laughter
I hear in my head for thinking
I get a "happy ever after"
How cruel
The guise of an angel
But the heart of a tool
You said yourself not to listen
To a word you say
But my naiveté convinced me
To play along for so long
We were hot and cold
Going from ghosting to bold
All I wanted was to mean something to you
The way you meant something to me
But you don't take anyone except yourself seriously
So how's it feel
To have an ego so big it can't be concealed
But the emotional maturity of a little boy
Who treats the people who love him like
Toys?
Been left on delivered for days
Starting to forget the curve of your face
Worst part is
If I saw you today
I don't think I'd have anything to say
To you our friendship was circumstantial
To me it was something more substantial
I don't know what hurts more
Your silence or the laughter
I hear in my head for thinking
I get a "happy ever after"
How cruel
The guise of an angel
But the heart of a tool
You said yourself not to believe
A word you say
I wish I had stayed away
Now I know to stay away
I know better now
I know better now
I know, I know
I know better now