We could have so much
And I'd like to feel your touch
But I don't believe that love exists
I guess I'll lay my head
I'll think of what we had
And wait 'till I get back
But it just persists
And I'm young and I'm stupid
And I don't think you'll get used to it
I'll keep writing my silly songs
Try to get some sense in my words
Just wanna feel some affection
Yet I'm stuck in here
But even though it feels impossible
I'll try to remain positive
I could only give you so much
And I don't believe your touch
Could give me what I need
To drown the voice inside of me
So come on and scream at me
Throw your words like dusty bricks
It's like a kick in the teeth
And the blame is choking me
'Cause I'm young and I'm stupid
And I don't think you'll get used to it
There's no one but me to blame
That much I understand
I'll pretend that I'm dead
No one will ever understand
That all these thoughts in my head
They're killing me and I'm afraid
I told you I wasn't ready for this
But you just wouldn't listen
I couldn't resist you
'Cause we're too much of a different kind
I'm so f*cked on the inside
I couldn't apply to you
I told you I wasn't ready for this
(I never wanted to see you cry)
But you just wouldn't listen
I couldn't resist you
(I'm so sorry I had to say goodbye)
'Cause we're too much of a different kind
I'm so f*cked on the inside
I couldn't apply to you
I never wanted to see you cry
I'm so sorry I had to say goodbye
Hope you know that I always tried
But the truth is I never wanted commitment