Rkham - Not Okay Lyrics

You and me
I think of everyday
Last time we talked
You told me to walk away
You hurt me deep
No I'm not okay
Still love you and need you in the worst way

Even after all the lies that you fed
Even after all the cries that we had
You were still my girl
And I was your man
Still wonder even if you ever miss that

All this to you
Is what I wish I could say
Tell you in person why I'm feeling this way
Ask Why did you really walk away
Wishing that you would stay

Standing without you
Life's no good without you
I hear your name
Doesn't sound the same
Moments that we shared
Breathing in your air
Love's still the same
I need to say
I'm not okay

Remember our romantic Chicago nights
Your smile outshined all the city lights
Stood by the water
Talked about life
Ran across the freeway
Cars raced by
Drove you home
To your favorite song as you slept
Kissed your head
Those were moments that I kept
Ask me why I love you
I'll go in depth
Be your man
Till I had nothing left

Moonlight
We fell in love underneath the stars
Couldn't believe that you were in my arms
Promised to never be apart
Two years later
It just breaks my heart

Hearing your voice everywhere I go
Recovery for me is moving slow
Honey I need you to know
I never wanted to see you go

Standing without you
Life's no good without you
I hear your name
Doesn't sound the same
Moments that we shared
Breathing in your air
Love's still the same
I need to say
Memories
They don't fade
The promises we both made
I miss the way
You use to look at me
Maybe when life slows
The hole in my heart'll close
But until that day
I need to say
I'm not okay