RL - dismiss Lyrics

I can't help, but fall apart, I can't believe we've got this far
I run and run I see the stars, my true feels hidden, cause I'm scarred
I hate my mind It's in a ditch, she told me I can't get it fixed
Can't solve my problems or dismiss, I can't help but just reminisce about
All the things we did in our pass time, say you love me then you leave me behind
I wanna leave this world but I keep crying, can't help myself cause I'm stuck dying
I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore
It's getting to my brain, the dopamine drives me inside
Narcissistic personality traits, I hate you we will never talk again
You, ignore your friends when they're on your phone
Egotistical prick, because I'm taking your throne
Oh well"Got it all to myself, to myself" that's what you wanted in the first place (Took an L)"Guess what I don't care at all" (Obviously you care enough)
Honestly I take it as an honor that you wrote that stuff (About me)
Honestly you're just obsessed, acting like you never cared but I know that you're really stressed
I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore