Roach - Pretend (feat. FloFilz) Lyrics

Can we pretend that this is the end and i won't have to begin again
That i won't be up at night remembering my sins back then
I'll probably be crying not lying
On my sides, tears flowing not trying

Go back to a time when my smile was always there
Back when i really was just happy to be here
I miss those days back when I was young
I was young
I really wish I knew how many times I had fun

Can we pretend that sometimes im happy for no reason
And that my thoughts don't change like the seasons
That im not taking constant mental beatings
And that sometimes i have to check to see if im still breathing

Can we pretend that in you i still find a friend
That my dreams never came to an end. That im happy to an extent
But deep down I'm always in a lament
Bad torment heavy like cement

Lets go back to when i could get through a day without wanting to sleep my thoughts away
Because it seems that my dreams are the only place my mind is at bay
Go through a night and everything is alright
I want to say I miss those days
But in the end what can I say
I really hope everything is okay
Thinking of the past won't bring anything back
That's facts
Just wish for the best in life
And let's just pretend

Act like didn't become the monsters we used to run from.
Say that the ones. We love didn't put the bullets in the gun.
Sometimes i feel like i just wanna fade away and blend
But shit can we pretend