Years ago I was smilin'
Years ago I was tryin'
And now I can't seem to standby
Now I can't seem to get by
Years ago I was smilin'
Years ago I was tryin'
And now I can't seem to standby
Now I can't seem to get by
The scars have me crying
These tears aren't drying
And now I wish I could see that light again
My mind is a torture
This tormenting culture
Is eating me from inside alive
(Inside alive)
(Inside alive)
My friends are there living
Their heads aren't spinning
This darkness keeps holding me back
The past I'm reliving
The memories that take me
To times that have kept me inside
The scratches
The screamings
Had nobody hearing
While my innocence was falling apart
The scratches
The screamings
The tormenting feelings
Were burning me from inside alive
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to help me survive
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to hold me right now
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to help me survive
This life keeps on bringing pain
My tears keep on falling again
The pain I'm reliving now
Each day just can't seem to be gone
The scars aren't healing
My tears keep on falling
The darkness keeps coming
This head has me spinning
My heart can't stop beating now
The pace keeps on breaking down
This tormenting curtain is killing me
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to help me survive
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to hold me right now
(For someone to hold me)
(Inside alive)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to help me survive
(For someone to help me)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to hold me right now
(For someone to hold me)
I'm praying now
Craving now
I'm yelling now
Begging now
For someone to help me survive
(For someone to help me)