Masking A Lot Video (MV)

I've got a bad taste in my mouth
I wanna shout but nothing comes out
Words coming clean can't express what I mean, no
I take time and light my sage again
Under photos from I don't know when
In the hope that a memory
Will come jog back to me
What if I never get enough?
What if I never toughen up?
Can I be happy with what I've got?
Asking a lot, I'm masking a lot
What if my buzz it doesn't last?
What if my highs, they fall too fast?
Am I to roam this world alone?
I may never know, I may never know
Two AM... I'm lying awake in bed
Sirens going off in my head
A lesson to learn, but I toss and I turn 'til I shake it free
I jot down
All my dreams again
Bright carrots, familiar friends,
Help to forget and provide a good reason to be
What if I never get enough?
What if I never toughen up?
Can I be happy with what I've got?
Asking a lot, I'm masking a lot
What if my buzz it doesn't last?
What if my highs, they fall too fast?
Am I to roam this world alone?
I may never know, I may never know
What if I never get enough?
What if I never toughen up?
Can I be happy with what I've got?
Asking a lot, I'm masking a lot
What if my buzz it doesn't last?
What if my highs, they fall too fast?
Am I to roam this world alone?
I may never know, I may never know