If I ever told you I love you, I swear to god that I meant it
Out here catchin' plays, got me feelin' like I'm Manning
Bought myself a Wraith, got them stars up on the ceiling
Rap about my pain, no I ain't reminiscing
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
I rap about it, do no talkin'
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
I got some shit up in my blood, it'll never leave for life
How I been living, wrong decisions, can't make nothing right
So much pain inside, I don't wear my heart on my sleeve
Don't wanna hurt you, that's why I told you to leave
Can't see my grandma in that coffin, she got cremated
I just wanna look up in the sky like we made it
In the summer, I'd always come over
'Cause where I'm at, they be killing niggas
The last time that I came, I was hiding from my situation
Thought it wouldn't catch up to me, they found my location
And it been a year I ain't been over there
'Cause I been dealing with pain over here
If I ever told you I love you, I swear to god that I meant it
Out here catchin' plays, got me feelin' like I'm Manning
Bought myself a Wraith, got the stars up on the ceiling
Rap about my pain, no I ain't reminiscing
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
I rap about it, do no talkin'
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
I'm not saying I hate my life but I wish I had better judgement
Thought I had nothing but I really had something
When it's time, how the f*ck I'ma explain myself?
But it's all my fault so I gotta blame myself
And it's f*cked up 'cause I'm only 18
Damn, that shit f*cked up my head when I found out about it, shit
It's gon' be alright
My choice, my life
Got this for life
It's gon' be alright
My choice, my life
Got this for life
If I ever told you I love you, I swear to god that I meant it
Out here catchin' plays, got me feelin' like I'm Manning
Bought myself a Wraith, got the stars up on the ceiling
Rap about my pain, no I ain't reminiscing
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
Can't see my grandma in that coffin
I rap about it, do no talkin'
Can't see my grandma in that coffin