Roko Santana - Demons For Hire Lyrics

On God I got demons on my mind going beast mode
So I apologize if I don't got power for the cheap talks
In order to defeat those
Gotta be on my World War 3 mode
If I went too far with you just know I'd rather be far away
And I hate going through some shit that might bring you down
While we hustling for a brighter day
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
I don't think I got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
Today I don't got the fight in me
Sometimes I just fantasize my funeral
Celebration good food cracking jokes and wine
Good music though
My pictures ain't perfect
But them memories bulletproof
And you tell 'em what you wish you told me
On God I got demons on my mind
I deserve the truth just don't keep me blind
Nothing more nothing less
I've been hiring my demons for some time
But my highs hella high and my lows hella low
While I'm steady trying to maintain
Losing my balance
Fighting for the same thing
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
I don't think I got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
Today I don't got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
I don't think I got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
Today I don't got the fight in me
Look at all the shit I overcame
Necessary pain
Stuck in a hard place
When those who healed your scars
End up being all your pain
Situation's hard
No Audemars gone replace all these times
When your heart is aching
Take away from the focus you can put it to your game
But the track go hard
When your mind is racing
There's a war going on inside
No man is safe from
The devil looking clean with that blood on her apron
That's the type of shit that we made from
That's the type of shit when your soul
Made from the same gold that your chain from
Lost all my gains from my hustle trying to maintain
Now my current hustle put my dignity in question
That's your perception
Doing Uber scrubbing floors scrubbing dishes
That's the step in front of me
I gotta take when you ain't got no genie for your wishes
The next flip made me big gains
And this road made me big king
Everybody fantasizing about being kingpins
I'll give you the real thing
This journey complex and
Every real emotion bring the battle to your conscience
But my highs hella high and my lows hella low
While I'm steady trying to maintain
Losing my balance
Fighting for the same thing
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
I don't think I got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
Today I don't got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
I don't think I got the fight in me
Yeah these demons going hard
Yeah these demons going hard
Today I don't got the fight in me