How do you sleep without the lights turned on?
Attempt to gather a sense of composure when the night has consumed it all
Lately I can barely recognize myself
When inside I'm weak and screaming out for help
You're right there calling me out
You hold me up with the strength that's left in you
There's a safety in those eyes and that smile
That holds a promise that I can make it through
Tonight
I swear that I'm fine
Not alone in my mind
Beside you in time
Pretend that I'm strong
Keep me holding on
To the sound of your heartbeat carrying everything in me
How will I find sleep without the lights turned on?
Attempt to gather a sense of direction
When the morning comes
And you're gone
Lately I can barely even trust myself
When I'm at your feet and begging you for help
You're right there calling me out
You hold me up with the strength that's left in you
I found a safety in those eyes and that smile
That holds a promise that I will make it through
Tonight I swear that I'm fine
Not alone in my mind
Beside you in time
Pretend that I'm strong
Keep me holding on
To the sound of your heartbeat carrying everything in me
Swear I'm safe even though it sacres me
Light me up, erase my memory
Even if it's temporary
Even if it's temporary
Falling in love with the low
Murder the feeling of losing control
Follow wherever it goes
Telling myself I won't
Pick up the phone
Caught all my feels turning the wheel, leading me further below
Running 'til everything slows
Take a deep breath and I'm letting it go
Tonight I swear that I'm fine
Not alone in my mind
Beside you in time
Pretend that I'm strong
Keep me holding on
To the sound of your heartbeat carrying everything