Mother, Mother Novocaine
What's come over me
Hit the deep end scatter brained
Think I'm going insane
Satan, Satan waiting for me to awaken
To the slumber party angel eyes all over my body
Shinamon josei, she pop it like rosé
She top it like soft serve, choked up but she okay
Tired of making myself smile
In love with the sound of my voice
Soothing her wounds smoother than amaretto
She slipping out of her stilettos
So sick of seeing mutherf*ckers
Stringing me along like suited up Gapettos
Gummy sharks all wired on their wealth
Losing sleep, like losing teeth
Had to see it for my myself
Hid em underneath the pillow didn't help
Tooth fairy left a couple for herself
Widowmakers, promise breakers, Adderall takers
Dropping, popping impressive faces in lowercases
Kit-kat she rolling em back, remind em what level we at
Upper elechelon they'll be shuddering at
Steph Curry surrounded by worriers
Snatching all of them rebounds and calling their other girls
Generic Tumblr photographers, jackals and liars
Testing the waters, starting fires you better keep your head up
Before you fall through your portal you're, exposed through the aperture
Just hoping that the negatives never develop
Everybody that surrounded me doubted me
Trying to shout out at me
Only once you made an enemy out of me
How every thing I ever dreamed, standing tall
Gold plated like I won the academy
Now you so sad to see that I ain't flossing with you
I'm bossing with you, got tired of f*cking Boston bitches
Got me spaced out like Kevin spacey boxing them bitches
I saw em in pictures, I knew that your intentions were vicious
All of the text messages taking advantage of how I feel
Should've never let your guard down for someone that isn't real
So hung up in the lies you been dealing
I'm high as the ceiling, I'll murder the feeling
When all I wanted was you
All these candy clouds hanging over me
I just can't get enough to sink my teeth into
Death gripping the blade, I'm skipping the vein
Misplacing the blame, you try to tarnish my name
Now all these potholes hitting me up, dressed up like models
Sniffing that white, shooting up them bottles
Cause they trying to f*ck around with the fame
Sterling arrows, got em archers drawing back in the rain
Bunny hopping, bout to break like Roger rabbit
Ain't feeling no pain
Busy sending heartsy eyes, hope when you're done you realize
That you're at depths that I've never been telling me I'm irrelevant
Making me feel inadequate, taking tabs to feel anything
Anything, anything other than the mess I'm in
F*ck it though I ain't stressing it
Never settle for less again
Taking shots for the hell of it
Hope you regret it forever
Gave you everything real and built you up to a million
All of them toys you're misleading became the voids you been filling
Hope when you find what love is, notice that you've been missing it
Made me out to be the villain, if I see him I'll kill him
So sick of hearing all your promises breaking
Your heart hope it's vacant and shattered and shaken
When karma's calling for you