The One in Control (Inspired by Doki Doki Literature Club) Video (MV)

It was a normal day
My best friend was running late
When she caught up to me
She would not let me be

I went to her club on that day
And now I'm pressured to stay
With all these girls that I like
Even if I don't know how to write

Trying to keep my calm
But I'm sweating from my palms
He knows what's best for me
But, I want him to ignore me

Though I'm happy to have him
The future's looking quite grim
I feel like something's missing
Ever since the first beginning

Now that I have you where I want you
It's time for me to show you what I can do
And I know you probably think I've lost it
But by now I bet you are exhausted

You try to tell yourself it's just a game
Though you feel like you're going insane
Not to mention that I've tainted your soul
Nevertheless, I am the one in control

He was a normal guy
From when he stopped on by
But now he's the reason for my life
Better than any knife

I am found so delighted
But I got too excited
Fresh cuts, I'm bleeding in the hall
But then I hear his call!

They say cute stuff about me
But none of it makes me happy
Deep down I guess it feels good
Still doesn't mean that he should

Writes poems better than mine
Says I'll improve with time
Things have been odd recently
But I'm not sure what it could be

Now that I have you where I want you
It's time for me to show you what I can do
And I know you probably think I've lost it
But by now I bet you are exhausted

You try to tell yourself it's just a game
Though you feel like you're going insane
Not to mention that I've tainted your soul
Nevertheless, I am the one in control