You Deserve Better Video (MV)

Long, long way from the old days
I don't know if I'm okay
Bleeding heart, now my clothes stained
What I'd give to feel no pain
Cold days and cold looks
Old ways stay un-shook
And I've been trying to change
Oh, but that's easy to say
Dark rooms with dark tunes
Scarred youth and bar stools
I'm part doomed and part fool
Riding with darkness in a carpool
I'm trying to stop myself from feeling but lately it feels like that's all I really been needing
Am I weak for being me then?
Or strong cause I'm still breathing
Runaway
Runaway from me
Cause you deserve much better
Yeah, You deserve much better than me
Yeah, Runaway
Runaway from me
Cause you deserve much better
Yeah, You deserve much better than me
Yeah, I'm a poison that you won't wake up from
An empty void you can fill with corruption
Some days are harder than others to function
And I wish people weren't stuck in assumptions
F*ck it, I know I'm better than this
But that don't mean that I'm better than shit
I had days I tried to sever my wrists
Like f*ck this I'll be forever and missed
I ain't waking up
I ain't going back
I ain't staying up just to get attached
F*ck the past and the old me
I'm never folding for a cold breeze
I'd rather OD
I got bold dreams, I hold closely
I get lost in my imagination 
Not saying you're wrong but don't tell me to have more patience
Wish I was faking but I really f*cking hate this
I don't know if I'ma make it
And I don't know if I'm worth saving so...
Runaway
Runaway from me
Cause you deserve much better
Yeah, You deserve much better than me
Yeah, Runaway
Runaway from me
Cause you deserve much better
Yeah, You deserve much better than me
Runaway, yeah
Don't wait too long
Yeah, don't wait too long
Cause before you know it it's too gone
Before you know it's too gone
Too, too gone
Too gone
Runaway
Runaway from me
You deserve much better, yeah
You deserve much better than me