You're eating me alive every night
Almost died from the get go
Haunting me but I get reminded
Of times where I let go
And every time you talk to me, I swear
You're taking a part of me, oh no
Promised me that you'd always be there
Cold shoulder always takes me out
Can't go another round
And I can't get away
I've lived this nightmare my whole life
Numb like novocaine
Can't feel a thing, I'm paralyzed
You're making it easier to lose myself
Only got half the will to survive
I never thought you'd be the reason I need help
I'm dancing on the edge of a knife
Almost believed I was gone off the deep end
You best believe I'ma take you down
You kept all my secrets, but now you're anemic
You best believe I'ma take you down
And every time you talk to me, I swear
You're taking a part of me, oh no
Promised me that you'd always be there
Cold shoulder always takes me out
Can't go another round
And I can't get away
I've lived this nightmare my whole life
Numb like novocaine
Can't feel a thing, I'm paralyzed
You're making it easier to lose myself
Only got half the will to survive
I never thought you'd be the reason I need help
I'm dancing on the edge of a knife