Hoay 19 Video (MV)

Hell of a year I'm glad it's almost over
More downs then ups just like i f*cking told ya
I remember being young you had a Motorola
You got locked up and I ain't see you for like 6 Octobers (Damn)
That's 6 birthdays that i wish I ain't have
Ironically i loved my pops, but i hated my dad
The best father in the world to all my friends i would brag
And shit I'm grown so i guess I shouldn't dwell on the past listen
This year has been a bumpy road for me
Never put your expectations or your goals on me
If you ain't struggle is a bored story
Give em they flowers while they here just like nore said, before they loved ones start a Go fund me
Conversations with my sister just to show her the ropes
She could be better than she is i got hope
I told her ima blow up soon just don't embarrass me look
What girls is doing at your age was so embarrassing
The lack of money got me rapping different
The lack of love in my city still got me riding with it
The lack of faith in my talent is transparent to the niggas who claim that they got the vision, but they ain't got the vision look
Justin hits me every week to hit the studio too
I told him buzzo money slow we'll hit the studio soon
Only thirteen the little nigga in tune damn
It hit different when my uncle said he look up to you
Cause he got an older brother and he misses him too
He got kicked out cause of the shit that he do
Told him, do your dirt on your own but they don't listen to you
They call it hate when you just speaking the truth look
Only lie to those you gotta protect, i felt that
Lost his life trynna' book a Patek
It's only a tech if it comes from a ref
If she don't listen, then is on to the next
If he a witness then he better off dead
Seems like the more i do the less i get out of it
The lessons I'm proud of it
I'm humble but what the f*cks that accomplishing?
My weight up, but I don't think that's a compliment
If the people don't approve don't let that make you less confident
The fact you never quit is gonna make you more dominant
See I don't care what niggas think man I've always been optimist
Hell of a year can't fully say that I'm proud of it
Still my success to you even if you wish me the opposite

And that's the difference between me and a lot of people you feel me?
I'm not worried about having bad days you dig? Like is just another one for me
A lot of niggas is going through it every f*cking day bro that's real
But what separates me from a lot of niggas is that you could never tell whether I'm doing Good or bad
It's always the same energy
With that being said stay healthy, stay strong and keep moving forward
You ain't get to where you at now to just stop