[ Featuring patchymate, abbot ]
Take it day by day
Opened up my heart it's frozen
Ice inside a vase
Flowers start to fold as summers end
Falling through the floor
Pushing through the pines
It's getting cold
It's all in my mind
Just mine
I just wish I had someone to talk to
I just wish I had someone to tell me it'll be okay
I've had such a bad day
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
I stacked so much on top of my plate
No time for me, I guess so much for losing weight
Now it's time to go
I don't got a second I could waste
Bills is overdue
Now I'm stuck obsessing over pay
What the f*ck am I supposed to do?
When I did the opposite of what they told me to
You reap what you sow
And now I'm stuck in this three bedroom apartment alone
Don't got the luxury of my friends who get to go home
I gotta man up
F*ck, I'm so hungry I can't stand up
Months since I even sent a text to my grandma
Mom calling I can't even pick up the phone
I gotta make it by standards of my own
My definition of success is ever changing
And I won't settle for less than what I made it
So I'll put my life and death in a track
I'll give you pieces of my heart until it's barely intact (barely intact)
If it starts to rain then take a minute so you hear it babe
Hiding from the pain won't get you nowhere so you gotta take a stand-up
Facing the void with your hands up
You're terrified to make any noise for the phantom
Go ahead and bury some more and have a tantrum
But know that I can't take anymore
So how come my life is
Death in a track death in a track woah
Death in a track death in a track woah
Give my life and
Death in a track death in a track woah
Death in a track death in a track woah
So how come my life is
Death in a track death in a track woah
Death in a track death in a track woah
Give my life and
Death in a track death in a track woah
Death in a track death in a track woah
So how come my life is
It's like one day winning and the other six losing
I have a hard time which one I'm choosing
I got a demon in my head and it's abusing
I wanna get rid of it is it worth shooting
Loosing, every single second is a battle and I through with it
Every single person that I talk to I can move with it
Take it day by day
Opened up my heart it's frozen
Ice inside a vase
Flowers start to fold as summers end
Falling through the floor
Pushing through the pines
It's getting cold
It's all in my mind
Just mine
I just wish I had someone to talk to
I just wish I had someone to tell me it'll be okay
I've had such a bad day
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
I hit rock bottom
