Ryan McDonnell - Mourning Lyrics

Damn
It's just been weighing on my mind
Just don't know what to do
Every day of my life I'm living with this pain
Deep it's burning up, right inside my brain
It's gotten so bad I just don't understand it
We were together then yeah we both had planned it
Our future together we'd storm through any weather
Yeah we'd get better cause we did it together
But then you left out with your bags you go
Anger rising up screaming FUCK YOU NO
But this was just the beginning
Yeah my patience is thinning
Our time is over now yeah my heart is killing
This pain is so immense and I'm feeling so tense
I can't stop the thoughts and I can't stop the screams
You were all of my life you were my everything
What do I do now How do I move on
I'm not that strong I've felt this pain for so long
And you think you know people, but then they disappear
The image is coming up now it's becoming clear
They aren't who they said they were, you don't even recognize them
Then they go away so you chastise them
Now you're all alone and now it's so dark
So you'll do anything just to find that spark
I know you're moving on man I've seen you going
I hate you so much I want you to know it
All I see is darkness and all I feel is sorrow
I'll be lucky if I get to see tomorrow
Man F*ck you I hate you for f*cking leaving
I wanted to be better then I wish you'd believe it
The weight is on my shoulders and I feel like I'm drowning
What I had inside I wish you woulda found it
But it's too late so I'll save my f*cking breath
And I'll sit here as I mourn our death