Ryan Michael - Choices Lyrics

Hurting myself
Hurting myself
You made me better
Cuz I was hurting myself
To numb all of this pain
Chasing something so far away
Far away so far away
You made me better
Cuz I was hurting myself
To numb all of this pain
Chasing something so far away
When it's in front of me
The life I wanted is inside of me
Bitch bitch you caused it this time
Paid for the dates when I had no money for gas in the tank
Lie like you like too
Bitch we are done and it'll never be the same
It'll never be the same
It'll never be the
Take my energy to fill up what you weren't feeling
F*ck some other guys to have em fill where something missing
Suck out my blood to teach me a f*cking lesson
You caused the issue with the way you were acting
Just a lonely girl ending up alone that's a fact bitch
Was it worth this you should of asked this
What do you expect me to do
Sit and smile and act like shit
Didn't happen cuz you gave up
Now you listen to this
White boy rap
But you listen
No style
But I glisten
No girls to f*ck
But I could get it
Now you need to just
Leave my system
No love for the pain
No love for the grief
No gain from the pain
And no sense of relief
So I've made choices
I'm not proud of
But that's what happens
When you alone huh
I've made choices
I'm not proud of
But that's what happens
When you're alone huh yeah
You made me better
Cuz I was hurting myself
To numb all of this pain
Chasing something so far away
When it's in front of me
The life I wanted is inside of me
It's inside
It's inside