S God - Detached Lyrics

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I'm floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold breeze
No Jacket
I search for joy but can't have it
Detached
Just floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold wave
No Jacket
Even in a sea of people, I'm stranded

It's not all bad if you still breathin'
That's what I tell myself when I'm alone thinkin'
When it gets too quiet and I hear screamin'
From the voice inside tryna tell me at night
That I will never get close to the goal I'm seekin'
And everybody thinks that I'm stupid for dreamin'
No one really cares what I say when I'm speakin'
I'm self-centered, boring, there's a million reasons
Why I don't have friends
Well I do have friends but you know what I mean
At times I feel alone when I roll 10 deep
Like I'm in a crowded room and it's still just me
The time drags on, not really slow or fast
But I say that I'm fine if anybody wanna ask
Walk inside a room and I don't know what to do
'Cause everything is empty when I feel like this dude
See I'm floating, I'm existing, I don't feel like I'm alive
So I do a lot of nothing just to try and pass the time
Play games
Watch vids
Try to write
Just quit
Go eat
'Cause I'm bored
Get fat just so I can hate myself more
Every day on a loop, that I just can't shake
I guess I'm just in a funk, that I can't break
I'm

Detached
I'm floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold breeze
No Jacket
I search for joy but can't have it
Detached
Just floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold wave
No Jacket
Even in a sea of people, I'm stranded

I walk inside the room and I'm not really there
Look around and realize that nobody cares
Not my friends, not the fam, not the one that I love
Isolation got me stuck in a hole that I dug
3rd person livin' when I'm in this zone
It's like I wanna talk but also be alone
'Cause I don't wanna be a bother
And I know that I'm a bother
So I just eat, sleep, waste time, repeat
Till my soul gets inspired to go vent on the beat
I don't want you to worry cause I'll be just fine
It's just a lil rain cloud tryna cover my shine
It'll pass in time like it always does
But not for good cause it always comes
Back when I'm overwhelmed with life
Cause I have it good, but it's hard to describe
Sometimes
I feel like I'm on a treadmill
Walkin' towards nothin', like a standstill
Time runnin' out cause the days fly by
And my opportunities tellin' me bye-bye
I have dreams that my sound will fly straight up high
But I can't go show what I'm made of I'm
Stuck working this damn nine to five
Tryna make it in rap and tryna balance my time
Being a friend, being a boyfriend and a son all at once
Tryna manage finance and not blow through my funds
So I can buy a car and a house with a lawn
Stress killin' me from the dusk to the dawn
I don't wanna waste this light of mine
But sometimes I feel I can't let it shine
I don't wanna waste this life of mine
But sometimes I feel it's not worth the time
I'm

Detached
I'm floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold breeze
No Jacket
I search for joy but can't have it
Detached
Just floatin'
Like I'm out
In the ocean
Cold wave
No Jacket
Even in a sea of people, I'm stranded

Alone again
I'm alone again
Feel alone again
So alone again
Alone again
I'm alone again
Feel alone again
So alone again
Lost