S T V N - I HATE EVERYTHING Lyrics

Listen to what I say
I hate I hate everything
I just want it to matter for once in my life
(I hate I hate everything)
I get lost in my brain stuck in my thoughts but I
Lay here and wonder how I forgot
What it's like to be happy again
Wish I didn't lose my friends
Push away my feelings hide all my emotions
I don't talk to you cause I'm scared of devotion
My last girl f*cked that up for you
Left me with these trust issues
Listen to what I say
I hate I hate everything
I just want it to matter for once in my life
(I hate I hate everything)
I wake up against my will
I don't wanna go out I don't wanna feel
A single thing today pop another pill
And let it fade away that's just how we deal
Push away my feelings hide all my emotions
I don't talk to you cause I'm scared of devotion
My last girl f*cked that up for you
Left me with these trust issues
Listen to what I say
I hate I hate everything
I just want it to matter for once in my life one time
I just wanna wake up and be fine one time yeah
Toxic hearts lost in the dark
Looking for a way out but the truth is far
How were we to know it would be this hard
There's no remedy for a broken heart
Listen to what I say
I hate I HATE EVERYTHING
Listen to what I say
I hate I hate everything
I just want it to matter for once in my life
(I hate I hate everything)
I just want it to matter for once in my life
(I hate I hate everything)